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Cleansing phase
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So I just got my very own internet installed today but I still can't shake the feeling of wanting to cry.There's just a few certain thoughts and memeries that keep going around in my head.One of the biggest ones is my regret for leaving my dads house but the constant starving and banging drove me crazy.It was all just too unbearable to handle.But atleast I would have been garunteed a place to stay.Most of all he was gonna make me cut my hair for a job which was the worst out of everything.Then there's this constant possibility's of what could have been great for my life,which is the girls.Somany were throwing them selves at me and I did'nt get to take any pictures with them or do anything sexual.Chardae never forgot about me for the longest so I cant stop thinking about her the most.The suspense of me waiting for my doctor to give me my shot as the first thing he does which prooves he still thinks I need it is killing me because my SSI depends on it.It would mean the world to me if I could just finally reach my goal of having long hair again.But it should'nt be the length I want it to be untill the end of this year.If it was'nt for that guy in the shelter cuttinng the front and back so much my hair would look very close to how I want it to.None of this is fair.I geuss all I can do for now is sleep for most of the day and watch anime for most of the night untill I fall asleep.Hopefully if eveverything goes well I could even reach my goal of owning a ps2 with all of my old games I wish to have along with it this year.
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