The trutH
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No more doubting
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I am so lucky to be in the position I'm in.I've come to my senses and realized that I've always had good luck when it comes to getting by in my life .So I'm gonna stop worrying and truly believe that there's no way I'm going back to the shelter this year and that I'll be on SSI atleast until my doctor retires.I feel so excited with the weight lifted off of my shoulders.I'm still doing better than everybody because being happy is what matters the most.I get to sit back and enjoy life job free.I don't think having friends would make my life any better.The only thing thats bothering me is not having a cat.Getting my own mp4 player sholud also make life alot more easier to cope with.I wish I could just listen to music for hours at a time like I use to.I just want to fit in with everyone wardrobe wise.But more than anything I want to accomplish plan b if for whatever reason I get stuck in the shelter with no SSI.Which is jumpig off that 25 story hotel balcony.I know that there's no way that I can live from that high of a jump because I've witnessed on the real life footage of "faces of death 4" a man dying instantly from a 22 foot jump which is no where near high as 25 storys.Its just a matter of me saving it.All I need is untill april to stay on SSI and then I'll be able to save the money I need for that to work out.My changed attitude for this New Year's resultion is to be only focused on saving up for that hotel money to end my life this year.And fuck everybody else. because I'm better off without them
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