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Antisocial
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When I think of the type of friend I want,I'm thinking of someone to come over and watch TV or play video games with.We would talk about our opinions on the things we watch but what else is there besides that.I don't understand how people can talk for hours about mutual friends,sports,or other famous people.What I want out of a relationship is to have children and focus on raising them and spending quality time together with my girlfriend.But I can't afford a relationship money wise.Where would I get the money for the ring or pay the electricity when its to high,I have no car or job.Its just to much.The only reason I want a friend is to take pictures together,possibly be roomates and go on trips togther.No one has ever really wanted to hang out with me or let me do so with them.I started out talking to myself because I had no friends or any kind of entertainment and because of that I couldn't relate to my friends conversations.The only things I like was rapping and listening to rap music.I was talented enough to make money doing rap.My hypothesis of my life had I not had abusive parents is that I would have most likely had a fro in all of my pictures,tons of friend photo's,alot of rap footage or recordings and a bunch of friends because of talent in art and rap.One thing I'm not so sure about is my education wise.I've always been terrible at school.Come to think of it,I would have never met any girls to have sex with if had gone where I thought I blong which was special ed.Just like how I was lucky to have made it to the 12th grade and did'nt deserve to,I lucked out again on getting to live a normal life on my own even though I don't desrve it as well.
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